I did something really bad to you and l admit that l did.And l have taken on all the blame and guilt.

But l have been thinking a lot these last two weeks.

You called me your soulmate..Well if l was you would not have been looking online the entire time we talked for someone else.

You said you lost focus on your business and writing because of me.Excuse me your a big boy you made your choices.I never held a gun to you head saying you had to talk to me.

You say your sensetive? Yes your about as sensetive as a SS officer to the Jews on a good day.

You say you learned compassion from me?Hmm what that lasted a day?

You know what was real? The emotional connection l had with you.I have never had that with anyone before and never will again.I wish l never lied to you l wish for it to be so different.But you see it’s all about you not me.

And l thought it was real for you too.Guess l was wrong.

All about what you want as you search for another to fill the void in your life.

Well maybe you need to take a look at you a little harder and see what is really making you unhappy.

After all you admit you have taken your whole life without giving.

Maybe this your chance to learn to what it is to give someone a real part of you and not that fake bs you put out.

You will make some woman happy l know you will but let her in.

And then it will be all about you.