I know that one of the biggest things about all these social sites is have a picture up.Everyone wants to see what you look like and feel better about themselves when laughing at someones clothes or bad hair day.

Let’s face it everyone has posted pictures they,much rather have had not.Or had a friend do it you know the one of you leaning over a toilet bowl and throwing up from a night of bar hopping.

So this week the whole picture thing was brought up again for me.I am a site some of my friends are on and well l write on there too.Much more here.And someone a male wrote me a email saying l like what you wrote and we started to chat.

Until he asked for a picture and l was sorry don’t do pics l just get laughed at.Well he thought that was really sad of me to be down on my self.

The thing is l am not down on myself for once.The truth is when my picture was up before not person left a comment took it down put up a picture of my cat?And all of sudden people were leaving comments.

And you ask how does that make me feel?

Sad.

I have been doing okay as of late with the self esteem thing but this week has set me back a bit.

But as l said to him unless you have had the kind of teasing,comments,and rejection l have lived through you will never understand why my shell is so thick.